Rage

Ahh.. What is this rage that comes over me.. It tries to consume me. I fight it. I keep fighting it. But my spirit seems to weaken. There is no strength left to battle this rage.. It slowly takes over me. It unleashes its worst, through me. I feel my mind not working, I feel my heart telling me to stop. I feel that call of a dear one. But its all a mere disturbance in my path of self destruction. Hope fades me. I lose sense of time.. All that remains is that white fire burning within me..